well xmas was decent.. my sister was very civil almost too civil............. so I walk in and no one is really dressed up..........I decied to wear my bright red and gold asian dragon dinner jacket ad gold lamae pants with my glass slippers
everyone exclained Wow!! I even had on a nice undershirt with chinese buttons that was a victoria secret top.
So we eat start to open gifts..........I was asked to open one that was a glow in the dark magic wand and they both start calling me "Princess" I thought yeah go ahead with your snide remarks............
I just turned around and said to everyone.Please dont hate me cause im younger and more slender and beautiful that you!
I only said that cause its true
they totally shut up after that and i just kept waving my magic wand spreading love through the air saying
"Dont be a hater now!!!!"
Merry Xmas Bitches!
ANyways I got rid of that job. I wondered for all this Power of the universe stuff and that video "The Secret" Why I wasnt getting what I was projecting out to the universe???? Had I bneen scammed?? did I just get lucky a couple times when using the secret?? Anyhow Here is the freaky part.... I saw a totally corny add in the local newspaper about say this prayer 9 times a day an your prayer will be answerd by the 8th day garunteed. However publication must be promised.
I thought ok I have nothing to lose So I did it...
Now here is what I wished for:
A job that had nice People
A nice Job where I was paid good.
A job that provided insurance after 90 days
A job that was local a job that was professional
Here is where I now work: Its called Renu Hope that helps out hard working famillies with day care instead of the us government that hands out a free welfare check for nothing. Renu hope just got a 3.8 contract funded by the state.
I walked in to all mahongony red wood desks. Tons of ladies in the office to chat to which was another thing I wished for however didnt pray outloud for that I got anyways.
lets see I made out 6 xmas cards for everyone in the office.
Last week we had a luncheon meeting with a full xmas dinner and the rest of the day off PAID. AT the luncheon the head administrator Rose made me stand up infront of everyone from all 9 facilities and bragged about how excited she was to have me and told about my experince.( never mind my sister has been taking every cheap shot she can that I am a loser who doesnt have a college degree yet)
My starting pay is 34 cents more than my ending pay at my last job!!!!!!!!! Unbelieveable since my last job started me at $3.50 cents LESS than my last job!!
This week we worked 2 days get the rest of the week off and I know at least Xmas is Paid.
Today the head adminsitrator Rose came to my office (OH Yes I have my own Office and My own Desk!!! A red mahongony desk with glass shelving on both sides and a flat screen monitor. A first!!) Rose handed me a fancy gift bag and whatever was inside was heavy. I was shocked!!! I mean I was at my old job for a year and I didnt even get a birthday card from the boss. then came the biggest shocker..........Inside was a ceramic chinese take out style container box that had the japanese symbol for hapiness on the front, inside was a box of chinese style cookies fortune cookies. and a canister of real japanese tea.
I just realised once I got it home that it isnt just green tea.Its MATCHA and it has a photo of a geisha on the front. Matcha is a powderd Green tea used in Tea cerimonies. Being a Geisha in Sl I have masterd how to do an elaborate tea cerimony so well I could perform it in real life given the propper tea set. ANyways back at work I was so shocked I immediatley jumped up from my chair went to Janette who did the background check and hired me, I showed her the ceramic box and I asked her "Man Janette how far did you did into my backgrond check?? She looked up and looked at the pot..
I said How did you guys know?? "Know what??" I said well........My fiance is asian, All my home decore is asian, and I love anything asian. and this gift is asian... she just laughed said "man I dun know thats cool Im glad you like it."
I just said yeah Wow.and went back to my desk stunned (in a good way)...... A wave of pent up emotion overwhelmed me so bad I almost cried in my chair......... I dont know if you have ever experinced something as if It wasnt comming from you. it was like the whole organization was giving me a sudden strong pulse. I really had to fight back the tears. it wasnt like when your eyes sting it was like that huge lump in your throat and freaked out feeling that your losing control....it came on it suddenly and went away..just as suddenly It was from outside of myself......
So as promised here is the prayer that I feel must be responsible for all these blessing I now have..... After being ignored for years by friends, having my boyfriend pick petty fights latley, my sister basically telling me two days ago, Im a loser who lets her boyfriend pay all her bills (which I have no clue how she even got that idea) I really needed something good to happen. so if your in desperate need here goes:
St Jude Novena May the scared heart of Jesus be glorified loved & preserved through the world now and forever! Sacred heart of Jesus pray for us . St Jude worker of miracles pray for us! Say this prayer 9 times a day. By the 8th day your will be answerd. It has never been known to fail. Publication must be promised.
SAO
we get along very well. I am thrilled just to look at their pretty faces.
I spoke with you yesterday regarding my experience at Best Buy In Banning.
So how it all started was when I took my computer in they told me that in a couple of days they would call give me an update. I never received a call Finally around 8:15pm on the 3rd day I get through only to be told I had a complete meltdown and hard drive failure.
They had a disk in my drive with a bunch of stuff on the screen that said failed. They told me there was nothing I could do ALL my data was lost. I ask him 3 separate times what they could do to save my computer. "Nothing you need a new hard drive" was the answer. and they wanted to charge me 100 extra dollars!
I said Excuse me. I know my computer is a little dated BUT A COMPLETE MELTDOWN?????? That cant be! I was online chatting to friends and my desktop was fine I just came in to have it cleaned up from some popups.
I refused to let them touch my computer tower again. I took out the weird looking disk and put windows xp in. I reinstalled windows thinking I have nothing to lose if it is really HArd drive failure.. In 30 Minutes I got my complete computer back including the wall paper for my windows screen!!!!!!!!!!
I check all my big programs... they were all still there and usable. I hopped online got on a voice chat called Skype which really works over the hard drive. I even opened a high graphics video game. IT WAS ALL THERE!!!
HArd Drive failure???? THEY HAD LIED!!!!!! 3 times!!!!!!
I took it home called our company's computer guy (lets call him Frank)
He said yes Don't ever goto Best buy! Bring it over I am sure I can fix it.
I bring it over to his house on Wednesday got it back thursday evening. He said Sally there was never anything wrong with your computer.......It didn't even have a Virus......it just needed to have a couple of courpted files cleaned up!
I tried to call Best Buy's main line and the guy was belligerent with me and rude even when I told them that I have the disk that fakes a black screen of death!
I am going to be turning this disk over to the authorities. I am also going to channel 4 news with this. Everyone needs to know about how deceitful Best buy is.
They still have 100 dollars of my money.
if 100 measly bucks is worth standing their ground instead of admitting wrong then I guess the whole world should know.
OMG dont EVER take your compute to best buy
they full on lied to me
I walked out sobbing in front of everyone.
I came home I reinstalled windows after they told me my computer was basically dead.
I am going to call them tomarrow and tell them that if they dont refund me the entoire amount I am going to every newspaer and tell what they did!
They said there was no hope whatso ever and the stupid fucks left the disk in my computer all the evidence I need for a case.
they are so busted Ohh they kept 100 of my 199 I paid to have them fix it.
Its been a few years since I went to Faire sincec opening up in irwandale. I was there the first year and had a bear of a time finding it. I saw exits to irwandale when I took it I ended up in horse stables even tho I kept following arrow hwy.
I know its not the exit that says to got to irwandale you must get off here. Yet the website keeps sounding like that the propper way to go... It was such a headache that we missed a good chunk of the day by this and I really dont look forward to doing it again. Infact I havent botherd going back to the faire since because of it.
The supposed great directions off the website for the faire are just horrid. Does anyone have anything more specific?
Please Please help!
I just want to get the bloomin thing over with. Whats really important is that he uses really good novicane and is very compasionate about keeping me pain free.
When all goes well I want to write him a letter for new very scared patients. If I can get through this and go to my second appointment all by myself without hardly any anxiety come home do some vaccuming and hop on the computer ANYONE can do it!
I was really hoping that Ben could pay for this. I realise now that no matter how much I have forked out in the past for him that he will never be able to pay me back. He is never going to settle with his ex wife.
So In little steps I am planning to move forward. I realise now I had silent contracts and still do. I will work on that. What I do in the future or what I give has to totally be clear of hoping that one day they will do the same for me if I need it. Cause most just dont return the favor.
Cant get the house out of his name its too much paperwork that my realtor cant handle. Somehow I will get through this. One day I can move on. I think even if by some miracle ben makes up everything and becomes good as gold.. there is something in me that almost doesnt want him to. cause if he does and I still walk away and start my life over I will have to get over not feeling justified.
Thats just it... feeling are not real and I need to keep the focus on myself instead of looking at him.
Mynde is doing her free fear buster class every Wensday again. She took the leap and went to life coaching full time. I cant make it this wensday I have a presentation I need to help with online.
her website is www.freefromfear.com
Wouldn't it be great if the dentist opened up the tooth and decided hey. its not that bad... I think I can spare you the rc.
Yeah right!!!
well I went out Wednesday with my sister to the movies. She got some sugary gummy worms. welp last time we went to the movies she ate raisinettes and it pulled her cap off.
Poor thing.. well her cap doesnt completely cover her tooth cause her gums are receding just a tiny bit. Its hard to believe at 50, as young as she looks.. she is getting tale tale signs of getting older.
I should have known that when she mentioned that her tooth was feeling funny she was lying... by the time we got out of the movies her tooth was on fire. She still didn't say anything to me til the next day and She drove home a good 40 mins away!!
So stubborn to ask for help.
Well she was in complete agony all night and went had an emergency appointment. she has to have a rc on the 9th! mine is on the 16th!
She was hurting so bad yesterday she barley could barley make it thru the grocery store. She called and canceled our plans. Which I thought was nuts of her to try and keep anyways. So I hopped in the car ran to the store and helped her get through the shopping.. The dentist gave her vicodine and she was feeling pretty good. 2 hours later the pain was coming back bad.
My sister never lets anything get her down! She even had back surgery once and thinks anyone who suffers anything less is such a huge baby!
that was until yesterday hehehe.
I followed her home and put away the groceries. I told her get your pajamas on have a glass of wine and eat your yogart cause vi-codine makes her sick. I hope she got through the night ok.
Im gonna call her now.
yeah thats the 3rd person I talked to this week I found out is due for an rc.
Even tho I am not alone still doesnt help lol.
He posts the best videos and photos and stories and still lets us into his personal life once in a while. Its great to feel like I know something about him. Especially since he feels like such a superstar on LJ.
Chiz Also is a highly intellectual being which is a major turn on for women. Doesn't hurt that hes got a mechanical brain like the Japanese do. I had no idea that there were so many computer languages. Well Chiz does this for a living and he knows them all!
hee hee that's sexy!
SO happy Birthday to you Chiz!! Thank you for being my friend! many awesome presents and a few naughty spanks this weekend!
Smooches!!!
XOXOXOX
Sally
I have to come up with a presentation for the geisha house.....hrmmm what to talk about. i have to advertise it today.. stummped.... dont know what to talk about.
Any suggestions?
I talked about geisha history and history of all instruments.
We have done japanese ghost stories,hikus, poems and tragic love stories.
Oh man classic case.. some loser doesnt have a job and he gets ahigh class girl knocked up..
Shew was way too nice to him.. no job overweight.. kinda cuddle cute in a bear like sense.. handsome and hot..... Far from it.....
she was out having to buy everything for the baby since she decided to keep it.. He got it together at the end of the movie got a really nice job an aprtment on his own and a car! just in time to bring the baby home and try to make his relationship right with the girl.
Ohh saw PHAT Girls on hbo.. really cute picture perfect fairy tale movie!!
Highly reccomend!
I forgot how to make this journal friends only. Hopefully someone can tell me
And for the old friends I decided to keep please dont spread it to the rest of the gang im still here. I dont wanna deal
thanks
Ahhhhhhhhhhh
Now I can breathe easy!!!! I have been wanting to delete that account with the old baggae for a long time now!
I no longer have to deal with temptation of hanging onto friendships or even online corospondance that didnt even acknowedge me unless they had a problem.
Ohh come to the Mother ship for advice!
Well this Mother ship has taken off and the babies can just stay babies and cry!
Hallejuah!!!
Whats so hilarious...... I actually met an aquaintance of a new dropped friend..On Sl!!!! he looked and talked like him and he certainly stood out. So I asked him if it was him then some key questions only he would know about!
So we had a good time talking some smack about her and how we both go out of way to distance ourselves...
Well this morning was the cut off date for alot of friends to get thier act together. They were never friends anyways. and I have to congratulate myself for getting real about it. and better than that I DID SOMETHING about it.
I have been asked to partake in a movie about this virtual community of Second life.. Yay I get to be in the movies... However that means a nasty drive to LA.
Also I know alot of circumstances where if an employer find out you have a myspace account your automatically out.
Not sure that I want to be on the big screen if its going to cost me a job.
I will have to think about this some more.. Also when I did the infomercial last summer I came out looking horrifying.. my face and body were so distored..Boy I never want to do it again.
well im excited to get back to reading all your journals!!
and I did Miss everyone terribly.Thats the truth!


